From a very dismal post, to this dream post.  I need to start writing in here EXACTLY when something occurs. Since dinner last night, so many things have popped into my head, I feel like I could write 50 posts...but I'll just bore you with two!

Had a weird dream last night, and it'll read even weirder when I put it here.  Prepare to travel the labyrinth of my mind...dream mode, LOL (if under 18, might want to look away)

okay, first off, i'm at school, in my old office.  it's busy with students all over the place. some are asking me why i have loaded up all my stuff and appear to be leaving the office.  i tell them i am moving down the hall to my new office.  sounds normal, right?

then at my old office, i run in..hmm, let's call him SAM to protect the innocent.  this is a person i've thought was cute but never DID anything for me, per se.  he stops by.  we're talking.  about nothing.  can't even remember.  next thing i know, he pushes me onto my desk and starts kissing me.  it's not a BAD KISS, so i kiss him back.

okay, now this is where it gets weird.

as we kiss, the scene changes.  we're now in the dining room of my grandparents' home.  this is a place i haven't stepped into since 1998.  my grandparents (maternal) died in '98 (my grandmom in august, my granddad in december).  there are a lot of bitter memories between me and my relatives who lived with my grandparents.  until i die, i will always believe my grandparents could have lived a bit longer if it wasn't for them.  but alas...

there are people in the living room, which is connected to the dining room.  SAM has me up against the wall.  he's kissing me.  running his hands up my dress.  slipping them into my panties.  touching me.  i'm trying to be quiet because my fam is RIGHT in the next room.  SAM smothers my mouth with kisses to keep me from crying out.

i'm so delirious when i orgasm, i grab him and pull him out onto the back porch.  it's pitch-black outside and i press his back against the window (that leads to the dining room, where anyone in the living room can look through and SEE US).  i unzip his pants, pull down his boxers and go downtown.  i'm a PRO!  i mean i can outsuck any hooker on the corner.  he's going crazy.  i'm about to lose hair cuz he's about to pull it out.

afterwards, we're petting on the back porch, and he's professing his love for me.

what in the HELL does this mean?  i got a pain in my side and reluctantly got up outta bed to go to potty.  the images are lingering because i'm like GET ME TO A DREAM DICTIONARY...i need to know what that crazy mess means!

got any ideas?

 Labyrinth